Din expect the first funeral i would attend in my life would be Jane's beloved grandmother and not my own friend back 7 years, when my friend pass away i did not attend his funeral
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Monday, March 19
9:41 PM
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Saturday, February 17
3:11 PM
Hey, finally back to blogging after a week due to com breakdown and stuff.....For the past week, been a great week for me, except some CCA matter, haiz need to go down Hq again juz to collect uniform and things so sian la, u noe the Hq is at Yio Chu Kang lei so far not Chua Chu Kang!! Haiz tml is CNY liao but when school open need to settle some things, so sian.......need to talk to two ppl in sch, one is talk bout christianity things but this matter is not sian, for its done for God and not man, another matter is the real sian one, this sec 3 bugger from NCC find problem with us, dun want come training then still stare stare, it really hit off my limits already....gonna end it once and for all....Fri did not go sch but instead went back to primary sch and meet up with some of my friends after 4 years.....all had change, they had grown up now unlike when in primary they all are like so pure and the innocent look of a child, all had already grown up and matured liao.....went out with them after visiting our teachers, had alot of fun with them, ate lunch and by request took neoprints with them and stuff.......in short it was so fun ytd.... Munchong called me to report for his QT and he sort of got spiritual attack, then he said he had doubt and stuff, dunno y i ask him to shoot all the Qn at me, then he tell me the Qn and each time, God place words into my mouth, like one Qn is can God do anything and everything, so i ask him read Revealation 1:8 to me and from there its states"I am the alpha and the omega, the one who has come and is to come, the ALMIGHTY" and it answer his Qn and was so amaze...another Qn from him is "If God creat the world, who created God?" for that moment, i was dumbfounded by the Qn for i was never thrown such Qn before, but less then 10 sec, God told me of wat to say, i juz began to talk and explain but was sure it was not me talking but God.....after answering his Qn, he told me that all the Qn that was thrown unto him is GONE, he had forgotten all the Qn, then i now that we had won the battle against Satan....it was so good!!!
Church Today svr was so good man, the feeling of God juz swoosh into me and i began to tears after the song with the text "Come Holy Spirit fall in this place" it was simply so strong...well for today sermon, God spoke alot to me through Bible verse and even the notes, it spoke to me of my identity will affect my attitude, if my identity is an ambassador of Christ my attitude would be very different, and if my identity is wrong, my whole attitude would be wrong in doing things. One point is also the bible verses, as said in the top, i would be finding on guy to talk bout christianity things, i was thinking of how to talk to him, but on thurs nite after i talk to Brendan bout it, he pray and then after i hung up, went to find the chapter bout the saltwater and fresh water verse as said by Brendan, he told me it was ard peter or hebrews, so i went to look at peter too, as i was checking from the back, din expected God to cause me to flip juz nice to the starting of peter, when i saw the last two chapter of James, and wooo, God told me to say watever i had seen, and juz nice all fell into place, everything he wanted me to say is in that page!!! Isn't it AMAZING...then today svr God also place some verse through the sermon and i began to write down all the verse on a blank page and wo la, it filled up the space of the whole page, isn't it amazing also!!!
Beginning to wear out as day goes, but i noe that God is constantly beside me helping me
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Monday, January 29
4:11 PM
Miracles do happen , not only in Thailand but also in Singapore , all you have to do is believe in God and He can do all miracles and show His glory through it. Was having a headache on Friday nite and Brendan prayed over me but was not well on Sat morning, instead had an even severe headache and slight fever, then so i msg Brendan and James saying i was not able to attend church and tuition before running back into my blanket and sleep after taking a panadol then ard 11.30 Cheryl called my hse and i was awaken by my maid to answer the call then Cheryl prayed over the phone and insisted that i muz come to church if i am well , then i went back to sleep as she said after sending down the call chain , then at ard 12.15 she called my hp to see if i am well , then to my amaze , my headache was not so bad as before and my fever was gone after taking my temperature and she prayed over for me again and after i hung up, i went back to sleep again and when i woke up , the headache was gone but my head was slightly spinning ard but nevertheless, went to church in the noon missing ice-breaker, while PnW my head was still spinning ard until the song "Mighty To Save" when only then a force came down and i feel complete healing upon me, my head was not spinning ard after that!!! Then for svr was sitting down and hearing Pastor Daniel preach and my head felt alittle giddy again but then, close my eyes for a moment and pray quietly for the giddyness to be gone and it was gone , then sermon also spoke alot to me, one of it is that i may have some problem in the relationship with God, for there is this part which says "If you have obedience problem, you have a love problem" and its like i was not really obedience to God for the past 2 weeks , never for once did i really do things that please God, in everything i do, God does not come first but instead it was ME ME and ME alone, and God really spoke to me through many other ways too. Even during the worship song that was sung towards the end, well forgot the lyrics already but it spoke to me in a way never before during PnW. Well during Cell, had Ali's side with us as it was only Ali and Jas so they join us together with Cheryl's side then Cheryl said about why she insisted me to go church no matter wat, she said that if Satan wants to prevent you from coming to church, its the time God wants to speak to you the most and true enough, from the start of this year, it was the first time God spoke to me by alot of ways, through sermon, Pnw, Cell and even testimony from fellow bro and sis. Well for how much he spoke to me is one thing that i never imaging before and was really glad that He who came from above overcome the one who is from the world and so Satan could not prevent me from going to church. Something interesting also happen ytd, was sitting at the chair thinking of wat Xing Long said bout the walk with God, was thinking of going out to the nearby "Park" which is ard the stadium for the walk at ard 8 after everything was done for my day, when i receive this msg....Plz do not go at night when you go for the walk and i was like ok....dun go at night liao.....is this pure coincidence?
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Sunday, January 21
10:39 AM
Ok yesterday tuition was not productive for me , reason , i did not even attent yesterday as had to go back school to do some planning for camp in march and for the cross country next week , and camp would start on a SATURDAY....GREAT!!!!!*sacarstic* Had to go in morning and leave in noon for church......... Church was so good yesterday man , and pre-service prayer was so good , was praying for God to add on to my cell in term of growth or faith then suddenly felt a force coming down and wooo , felt so shiok.........Sermon was preached by sister Wanping and somehow after feeling the presence of God falling upon me , everything juz fall into place for the rest of the day , sermon He spoke to me bout being a good Christian and not to seek others but God , like Mon when trouble came , instead of me seeking God for help saying "God dun let this happen" , we seek human strength to help by tiao the 4 heads ppl down , and yeah , God knows my heart for not wanting it to happen coz if there were to be a fight , i would not be the one sitting there , i would be in it along with them , for i am not the kind that would let my friends be risking out there and me sitting along on side , then that night Brendan explain bout a christian fighting and yeah , understood watever he said and that night QT also state to be an example for fellow brothers and sister , well simply throughout the week , God kept on speaking to me after that incident and even after the Adam Khoo programme........then God also state this sentence from sermon which i think is very good "EVERYTHINGS MATTER WHAT YOU DO FROM NOW AND NOT YOUR PAST" and i found it so good , dunno y but among the whole note i found this the best.....and oh yeah , during PnW could not jump ard after the second chorus of Pick It Up cos my muscle suddenly tighten up together and i was like WAaaaa , it hurts a little , perhaps i strain the muscle ba..............haiz For cell was fun man , doing experiecing God and oh ya , also got to know that the picture in front of the book is Moses and not God , during experiecing God learn alot from Cheryl's example , like got one example is like she ask if one day someone said they could not experience God , what would we say to them , and our answer is like very fantastic one , fantastic as in very long but Cheryl answer is only1 sentence and is "The righteous live by Faith" well this beat down all our answer , and she also spoke of her life at hme currently , and got this part is bout parent also which is the same as the Adam Khoo thing , is like she said she want to tell her mum how she is throught letter and then Adam Khoo also ask us to do the same thing , then she used this example of God telling you to say "I Love You" to your parents and she added this in , God loves whatever is good and loving , then suddenly i though of Adam Khoo programme the things and it sort of like want me to say i love u but haiz......dun think its gonna happen , now at this age liao is very weird for a guy la...........well through Adam Khoo programme , i found out something.....In one of the sermon , Pastor Daniel preach bout God peeling off layer by layer of ur bad side and now i found out without knowing when it happen , God had already peeled off the heartless side of mine and the looks , the look that as if wanna go wack ppl , God had already peel it off the heartless side causing me to feel touch when some ppl say apology to their parent like Pei Rong and the look is already gone but dunno y!!!
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Child of GOD
Tan Du Wei Marcus , 15 , A boy which is juz like any others who juz wanna be a child of God. Once a notorious boy who has changed over as God works into my life to be a better person currently serving in NissiTwo cell grp but for the sake of finding me i am from NissiCheryl and now is serving the youth ministry at Church Of Singapore(BT).
